or ugly
or stupid
or a whore
or a hoe
or a slut
or useless
or a waste of space
or a loser
or a bitch
or not good enough
thank you for embarrassing me in front of everybody. thank you for tearing everything i do apart piece by piece and thank you for validating all of the negative thoughts that CONSTANTLY run through my head. thanks for proving them right.
sometimes i wonder why i constantly pick apart every little thing that i do and hate myself for it, then i realize: why should i think positively about myself when no one else does?
(but honestly all this does is encourage me to keep not eating. is it weird that all this negativitity just drives me more?)
thank you for embarrassing me in front of everybody. thank you for tearing everything i do apart piece by piece and thank you for validating all of the negative thoughts that CONSTANTLY run through my head. thanks for proving them right.
sometimes i wonder why i constantly pick apart every little thing that i do and hate myself for it, then i realize: why should i think positively about myself when no one else does?
(but honestly all this does is encourage me to keep not eating. is it weird that all this negativitity just drives me more?)
- Calories
- How to avoid food
- How to fix overeating
- Am I fatter than yesterday?
- Working out
- When will I get skinny?
- Skinny
- Skinny
- Skinny
every single fucking day of my life.
day after day after day after day..
att: Chellecor~BD